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Mommy Dearest by LovingDestiny, literature

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Mommy Dearest

Mommy dearest, You're killing him. Mommy dearest, You're killing me. Mommy dearest, Doesn't notice a thing. Mommy dearest, You call 100 times a day. Mommy dearest, You want me to come home. Mommy dearest, It's always about you. Mommy dearest, You only gave me money. Mommy dearest, You only gave me a roof. Mommy dearest, You never gave me love. Mommy dearest, You only want me as your prisoner. Mommy dearest, You only want the same for him. Mommy dearest, Let us go. Mommy dearest, You are sick. Mommy dearest, You need help. Mommy dearest, I'm trying.

I Want To Love You by LovingDestiny, literature

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I Want To Love You

I know I'm supposed to love you. I know deep down I do. I hope I do. I don't like feeling this way about you, But so often are you nasty to me. I'm sick of taking your abuse. I'm sick of feeling like I'm living the same day over and over. I want to love you, But you make it difficult. I want to love you, But that isn't my feelings in my heart. I wish that you thought logically, Like everyone else. It makes me frustrated. I just want you, To realize what's happening to me. I need you to give me more then just money. I need the love that hasn't been provided, For years. I just feel alone. I want to love you, But I can't. I

Nightmares by Lady---Vengeance, literature

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Nightmares

I don't want to fall asleep I can't bare to close my eyes I can't stand what's inside my head Be it made of truth or lies 'Cause when I fall asleep The nightmares take place The worst things I can imagine Scarier than any screaming face In my dreams I see you there But you're hurting me on purpose And you don't seem to care I see you with other girls And you look so happy And I'm stood there screaming Telling you it should be me But you're not listening You're too busy having fun I can't get away from what I'm seeing No matter how much I try to run I'm seeing you with girlfriends I've never even heard of Telling them the

Trust by LovingDestiny, literature

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Trust

Does it have a meaning anymore? Can anyone just be honest anymore? I'm not saying I'm innocent. I have committed the crime. But I don't lie like you did. Or like you. It's incredible how people, Can just lie through their teeth. Saying, Oh I don't have time for you. Or, Not saying something, That could be crucial to the future. I would have rather you told me, And saved me the pain. I don't like hearing things from other people. So now you've fucked up, And I want nothing to do with you. So have fun, Fucking with every person you end up loving, Or that ends up loving you. Because most people wont put up, With your bullsh

That Feeling by starell, literature

Empty by goneloopy, literature

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Empty

Darkness surrounds me The cold emptiness of my heart and home is inevitable I sit alone on the lifeless floor staring at the outside world Wishing, hoping That someone could see me through the quiet exterior No person nor thing peers into the gray fog which covers me I can hear the continuous beating of my neglected heart echoing in its own steady rhythm around me Lonely and silent is the life I live, the life I didn't choose

Just to Feel by MyLoveForYouEternity, literature

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Just to Feel

I would cut just to feel the pain just to know that my life was worth it Every inch on my arm every inch on my leg I would cut just to feel the pain deep inside To watch the blood pour down to cry in happiness I would cut just to know that I still feel Cutting my skin burning it completely I would suffer in agony just to see if I still feel Every scar that is there every inch that I cut it just proves how much my life was worth it I would cut just to feel the pain to know that Im still alive to know that I still feel Feeling of pain feeling of torture I would cut to know that I still feel In this world...

Don't Let Go by MySocksRock, literature

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Don't Let Go

Restrained by insecurity, she is hard to love. Her heart however, hides a passion unknown. An unforeseen utopia, and still so much more. The problem, huge hearts make easy targets. The strategy is simple though, easy to learn. Follow this formula and you'll find your forever. Hold her tight through all of the happy times, and the fighting and the anger, don't let go. If you feel her falling take her hand in yours. When you feel like she is letting go, catch her. Protect her with your arms when she is scared. When she is sad, especially then, don't let go. Don't let her walk away, even if she wants to. Bravery is an act, nobody wants to be

Psychology Notes II: What makes a yandere? by Amoridere, literature

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Psychology Notes II: What makes a yandere?

Heya there, it's me again and I am curious as to what makes a yandere. As we already know, one of my favorite shows is Deadly Women and I have noticed how many on the show are described as yandere, which begs the question, what makes a yandere? Yandere, to quote wiktionary article, a yandere is someone, usually fictional and more often than not female, "who fits the archetype of being genuinely romantic, loving, kind, merciful, sparing, sweet and gentle, but is at the same time brutal, psychotic or deranged in behavior. The psychotic tendency can be both sudden and ever-present." Now, that being as said, there are real life yandere out there

Loveless by TheLunaLily, literature

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Loveless

Love hurts, but the absence of it kills. I am lonely, so lonely... I do not need a soulmate, or someone to complete me, but I miss first kisses, interlocking fingers and butterflies. I know it is so much to ask, but I want someone to love, who loves me in return, because I am selfish like that. I am lonely, so lonely... Love hurts, but the absence of it kills, and I cannot live in such solitude.

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 21
United States
Deviant for 8 years
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Hii~! My name is Skylar (Call me Shiloh, onegai?<3) I'm a weeb. Pretty sure I'm not even an otaku...just a weeb. haha... Anyways, yeah! I like writing disgusting poems and stories dealing with love and emotions and all that human stuff. Try not to puke when you see that other people have emotions too... I know some humans are repulsed by the thought that OTHER HUMANS HAVE OPINIONS! O:< Lol! Just kidding. Not really. I don't know.. but yeah, I hope you don't gag too much at my feelings of affection <3 I love you. I LOVE YOU! Yes, you... Even if you don't know it...I secretly count your heartbeats before you sleep... And don't try to lock your doors or windows. Just try finding my tunnel. Lol okay so seriously enjoy you're loved and uhm yeah don't do drugs!?

Favourite Visual Artist

Gackt

Favourite Movies

World War Z

Favourite TV Shows

Family guy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Suicide Silence, BMTH, OM&M, PTV, MIW, BFMV, Parkway Drive, Falling in Reverse, Born of Osiris, Cannibal Corpse

Favourite Books

Battle Royale, 1984

Favourite Writers

George Orwell

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy

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Tools of the Trade

Just notebook and pencil.

Other Interests

Erm. Singing?

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BandTrashShiloh

Feb 4, 2016

Evergreen

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Light green loving eyes, Just like an evergreen tree, Our love will not die                                    

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BandTrashShiloh

Jan 19, 2016

https://www.deviantart.com/anaveragenekowriter/art/Love-561549468

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BandTrashShiloh

Jan 19, 2016

https://www.deviantart.com/followtheshadows/art/My-Only-Love-340061494

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J5theHyperforce

Jan 19, 2016

Thanks for the fave... I would ask which one would you pick but you seem to like Yanderes.

BandTrashShiloh

Feb 4, 2016

Anything dark really lol~ Like... I like to be able to relate but I like yanderes because of their love. I don't particularly like when they kill their love, or anyone... but I definitely do like the idea of their strength and how they fight. I can also relate to a lot of things that deal with depression.. It just comforts me. I don't like light fluffy stuff haha

J5theHyperforce

Feb 4, 2016

But... I like light fluffy stuff. XD I like all dere types to be fair. They all have pros and cons.